vineri, 27 mai 2011

With me

....lieng on my bad, closing my eyes, imagine a big gate above me , fresh air ,wind blowing in my hair ...i see a light...i see u...smiling..at me . ure deep black eyes make me fly inside u even u think i cant but i do ...i see somebody diffrent as usual i see the real u..gives me a warm feeling like im with u...i close my eyes and try feel u ..but then i whant feel u real and i just hurt myself if i go deep so i need stopbecause if not i need u....i feel ure lips so soft and sweet like a flower petal ....i feel ure hand thru my hair ...i think is not fair...i feel ure arms over me but i dont whant be free ..i open my eyes and turn back and see a mirror and ure still behind me ...

duminică, 22 august 2010

SADNESS

Days are passing life get more whorse...i never thought at this im so depressed like never before...i feel like im passing again the time that was for me horrible...but happends again...i try to fihgt , i try to do something, but nothing is going better...i feel im down...then those words , those 3 fucking words DON'T FEEL DOWN!!! those are so special for me that u dont imagine...i try to fight and listen to u but im sad i am really down....i wished i could do something but i can't i think and think and nothing no ideea hope god helps me to pass thru this......because its getting whorse!!!!

miercuri, 5 mai 2010

my love


tear drops on my face,teardrops on my lips...just waiting for u to kiss
suffering in my own why ure so far and im alone
would take the flight to u to show u how much i love u
i want just to hold u tight and kiss u right
u making me crazy day and night
my brain beginns to burn
but i can do nothing
when u come to me i feel like im the only person that knows what love means
but cannot tell u how i feel because im affraid to loose u
so i hold all inside me and suffer
why did i met u?
why do i love u?
why????
god i could let everything just for u
because i need u
i try to be normal and not sad but when i see ure face i need to cry
baby i know ure afraid of things
but never will do nothing to you
i would never hurt u
because ure so special
and u did change my life so much
u give me power
u light my way
ure the only for me
ure kisses so special
when u hold me
when u touch me
when i kiss ure special eyes
when we make love
everything so special for me
i love when u take me in ure arms
the best feeling ever
cant wait for beiing here with me again
the surprise u made me on eastern
was the most special thing for me ever.
will always love u!!!
foever!!!

The Flying Bird That pass thrue my life

sunny days,rainy days,
magikal and horrible....
but every day is special in his way,
sometimes i feel so lonely,
but everytimme when i think at you
i feel im in paradise,
there where you with me toghether are
kissing me and touching my body
i miss all this things
no man can ever be like you ,
no man can touch me like you
no man understands what i feel like you do
thats so sad because youre so far away
and when i need you
you're never with me here ,
i feel so lonely
without sensless
i dont know why i need to suffer so much
i dont know why you need to be so far,
i dont know why
i just whant to be close to you
hold you, touch you,kiss you,
making special love to you
being connected to you its so speacial and magikal feeling
i would like to be like this every day
when i look into your eyes
i see somebody so special
so magikal
why does god make people like you
and then he gives you just a littlebit from it
why?

KAMASUTRA

he two kinds of embrace take place when the lover is standing are:

When a woman, clinging to a man as a creeper twines round a tree, bends his head down to hers with the desire of kissing him and slightly makes the sound of sut sut, embraces him, and looks lovingly towards him, it is called the 'twining of a creeper'.

When a woman, having placed one of her feet on the foot of her lover, and the other on one of his thighs, passes one of her arms round his back, and the other on his shoulders, makes slightly the sounds of singing and cooing, and wishes, as it were, to climb up him in order to have a kiss, it is called an embrace like the 'climbing of a tree'.
These two kinds of embrace take place at the time of sexual union:

When lovers lie on a bed, and embrace each other so closely that the arms and thighs of the one are encircled by the arms and thighs of the other, and are, as it were, rubbing up against them, this is called an embrace like 'the mixture of sesamum seed with rice'.

When a man and a woman are very much in love with each other, and, not thinking of any pain or hurt, embrace each other as if they were entering into each other's bodies either while the woman is sitting on the lap of the man, or in front of him, or on a bed, then it is called an embrace like a 'mixture of milk and water'.

Babhravya has thus related to us the above eight kinds of embraces. Suvarnanabha moreover gives us four ways of embracing simple members of the body, which are:

The embrace of the thighs.
The embrace of the jaghana, i.e. the part of the body from the navel downwards to the thighs.
The embrace of the breasts.
The embrace of the forehead.

Beautiful StatueWhen one of two lovers presses forcibly one or both of the thighs of th
e other between his or her own, it is called the 'embrace of thighs'.
When a man presses the jaghana or middle part of the woman's body against his own, and mounts upon her to practise, either scratching with the nail or finger, or biting, or striking, or kissing, the hair of the woman being loose and flowing, it is called the 'embrace of the jaghana'.

When a man places his breast between the breasts of a of Vatsyayana woman and presses her with it, it is called the 'embrace of the breasts'.

When either of the lovers touches the mouth, the eyes and the forehead of the other with his or her own, it is called the 'embrace of the forehead'.



Lying Down Sex Positions of Kamasutra

Passionate Man and WomanThe Deer-woman has the following three ways of lying down:

The widely opened position
The yawning position
The position of the wife of Indra

Widely Opened CongressWhen she lowers her head and raises her middle parts, it is called the 'widely opened position'. At such a time the man should apply some unguent, so as to make the entrance easy.

Yawning PositionWhen she raises her thighs and keeps them wide apart and engages in congress, it is called the 'yawning position'.

Highest Congress of IndraniWhen she places her thighs with her legs doubled on them upon her sides, and thus engages in congress, it is called the 'position of Indrani' and this is learnt only by practice. The position is also useful in the case of the 'highest congress'.

The 'clasping position' is used in 'low congress', and in the 'lowest congress', together with the 'pressing position', the 'twining position', and the 'mare's position'.

Clasping Intercourse - Man on TopWhen the legs of both the male and the female are stretched straight out over each other, it is called the 'clasping position'. It is of two kinds, the side position and the supine position. In the side position the male should lie on his left side, the woman on her right side.

Pressing PositionWhen, after congress has begun in the clasping position, the woman presses her lover with her thighs, it is called the 'pressing position'.

Twining of Thighs - Art StatuesWhen the woman places one of her thighs across the thigh of her lover it is called the 'twining position'.

Mare - Lingam held in the YoniWhen a woman forcibly holds in her yoni the lingam after it is in, it is called the 'mare's position'. This is learnt by practice only, and is chiefly found among the women of the Andhra country.

The above are the different ways of lying down, mentioned by Babhravya. Suvarnanabha, however, gives the following in addition:

Rising of the ThighsWhen the female raises both of her thighs straight up, it is called the 'rising position'.

Yawning IllustrationWhen she raises both of her legs, and places them on her lover's shoulders, it is called the 'yawning position'.

Pressed Position of LoversWhen the legs are contracted, and thus held by the lover before his bosom, it is called the 'pressed position'.

Half Pressed - Woman's leg stretched outWhen only one of her legs is stretched out, it is called the 'half pressed position'.

Splitting of the BambooWhen the woman places one of her legs on her lover's shoulder, and stretches the other out, and then places the latter on his shoulder, and stretches out the other, and continues to do so alternately, it is called the 'splitting of a bamboo'.

Fixing of the NailWhen one of her legs is placed on the head, and the other is stretched out, it is called the 'fixing of a nail'. This is learnt by practice only.

Crab PositionWhen both the legs of the woman are contracted, and placed on her stomach, it is called 'crab's position'.

Packed CongressWhen the thighs are raised and placed one upon the other, it is called the 'packed position'.

Lotus PositionWhen the shanks are placed one upon the other, it is called the 'lotus-like position'.

Turning IntercourseWhen a man, during congress, turns round, and enjoys the woman without leaving her, while she embraces him round the back all the time, it is called the 'turning position', and is learnt only by practice.

Women in WaterThus, says Suvarnanabha, these different ways of lying down, sitting, and standing should be practised in water, because it is easy to do so therein. But Vatsyayana is of opinion that congress in water is improper, because it is prohibited by the religious law.

Supported CongressWhen a man and a woman support themselves on each other's bodies, or on a wall, or pillar, and thus while standing engage in congress, it is called the 'supported congress'.

Suspended Congress When a man supports himself against a wall, and the woman, sitting on his hands joined together and held underneath her, throws her arms round his neck, and putting her thighs alongside his waist, moves herself by her feet, which are touching the wall against which the man is leaning, it is called the 'suspended congress'.

Congress of the Cow - Man from BehindWhen a woman stands on her hands and feet like a quadruped, and her lover mounts her like a bull, it is called the 'congress of a cow'. At this time everything that is ordinarily done on the bosom should be done on the back.

Animal Congress - Dog, Horse, Goat, Deer, Ass, Cat, Tiger, ElephantIn the same way can be carried on the congress of a dog, the congress of a goat, the congress of a deer, the forcible mounting of an ass, the congress of a cat, the jump of a tiger, the pressing of an elephant, the rubbing of a boar, and the mounting of a horse.

And in all these cases the characteristics of these different animals should be manifested by acting like them.

United Congress - Two Women with One ManWhen a man enjoys two women at the same time, both of whom love him equally, it is called the 'united congress'.

Congress of a Herd of Cows - Orgy of Many WomenWhen a man enjoys many women altogether, it is called the 'congress of a herd of cows'.

The following kinds of congress-sporting in water, or the congress of an elephant with many female elephants which is said to take place only in the water, the congress of a collection of goats, the congress of a collection of deer take place in imitation of these animals.

Many Men Enjoying One WomanIn Gramaneri many young men enjoy a woman that may be married to one of them, either one after the other, or at the same time. Thus one of them holds her, another enjoys her, a third uses her mouth, a fourth holds her middle part, and in this way they go on enjoying her several parts alternately.

Harem - Dominant Man enjoying his CourtesansThe same things can be done when several men are sitting in company with one courtesan, or when one courtesan is alone with many men. In the same way this can be done by the women of the king's harem when they accidentally get hold of a man.

Lower Congress - Anal IntercourseThe people in the Southern countries have also a congress in the anus, that is called the 'lower congress'.

Mouth Congress - FellatioAuparishtaka or mouth congress.


Kamasutra Sex Positions for Role Reversal

Courtesan WomanWhen a woman sees that her lover is fatigued by constant congress, without having his desire satisfied, she should, with his permission, lay him down upon his back, and give him assistance by acting his part. She may also do this to satisfy the curiosity of her lover, or her own desire of novelty.

There are two ways of doing this, the first is when during congress she turns round, and gets on the top of her lover, in such a manner as to continue the congress, without obstructing the pleasure of it; and the other is when she acts the man's part from the beginning.

Group of Beautiful Girls

Lovely Lady of Sensual PleasureAt such a time, with flowers in her hair hanging loose, and her smiles broken by hard breathings, she should press upon her lover's bosom with her own breasts, and lowering her head frequently, should do in return the same actions which he used to do before, returning his blows and chaffing him, should say, "I was laid down by you, and fatigued with hard congress, I shall now therefore lay you down in return." She should then again manifest her own bashfulness, her fatigue, and her desire of stopping the congress. In this way she should do the work of a man, which we shall presently relate.

Whatever is done by a man for giving pleasure to a woman is called the work of a man, and is as follows:

The acts to be done by the man are:

Moving forward
Friction or churning
Piercing
Rubbing
Pressing
Giving a blow
The blow of a boar
The blow of a bull
The sporting of a sparrow

Woman on TopWhen the organs are brought together properly and directly it is called 'moving the organ forward'.

When the lingam is held with the hand, and turned all round in the yoni, it is called 'churning'.

When the yoni is lowered, and the upper part of it is struck with the lingam, it is called 'piercing'.

When the same thing is done on the lower part of the yoni, it is called 'rubbing'.

Diagram of a Girl on top of a ManWhen the yoni is pressed by the lingam for a long time, it is called 'pressing'.

When the lingam is removed to some distance from the yoni, and then forcibly strikes it, it is called 'giving a blow'.

When only one part of the yoni is rubbed with the lingam, it is called the 'blow of a boar'.

Sporting of a Sparrow - Lingam in YoniWhen both sides of the yoni are rubbed in this way, it is called the 'blow of a bull'.

When the lingam is in the yoni, and moved up and down frequently, and without being taken out, it is called the 'sporting of a sparrow'. This takes place at the end of congress.

When a woman acts the part of a man, she has the following things to do in addition to the nine given above:

The pair of tongs
The top
The swing

Two Lustful WomenWhen the woman holds the lingam in her yoni, draws it in, presses it, and keeps it thus in her for a long time, it is called the 'pair of tongs'.

When, while engaged in congress, she turns round like a wheel, it is called the 'top'. This is learnt by practice only.

When, on such an occasion, the man lifts up the middle part of his body, and the woman turns round her middle part, it is called the 'swing'.

Kamasutra LadyWhen the woman is tired, she should place her forehead on that of her lover, and should thus take rest without disturbing the union of the organs, and when the woman has rested herself the man should turn round and begin the congress again.

There are also some verses on the subject as follows:

'Though a woman is reserved, and keeps her feelings concealed; yet when she gets on the top of a man, she then shows all her love and desire. A man should gather from the actions of the woman of what disposition she is, and in what way she likes to be enjoyed. A woman during her monthly courses, a woman who has been lately confined, and a fat woman should not be made to act the part of a man.'

Such passionate actions and amorous gesticulations or movements, which arise on the spur of the moment, and during sexual intercourse, cannot be defined, and are as irregular as dreams.

A horse having once attained the fifth degree of motion goes on with blind speed, regardless of pits, ditches, and posts in his way; and in the same manner a loving pair become blind with passion in the heat of congress, and go on with great impetuosity, paying not the least regard to excess.

For this reason one who is well acquainted with the science of love (Kamasutra), and knowing his own strength, as also the tenderness, impetuosity, and strength of the young women, should act accordingly. The various modes of enjoyment are not for all times or for all persons, but they should only be used at the proper time. and in the proper countries and places.

duminică, 25 aprilie 2010

purple haze 4

Purple Haze #4 recipe

Mix vodka and orange juice togeher in an old-fashioned glass. Add blackberry schnapps, ice cubes, and serve.

purple haze 3

Purple Haze #3 recipe

Add liquors to an ice-filled margarita glass. Add sour mix, top with 7-up, and serve.