With me

....lieng on my bad, closing my eyes, imagine a big gate above me , fresh air ,wind blowing in my hair ...i see a light...i see u...smiling..at me . ure deep black eyes make me fly inside u even u think i cant but i do ...i see somebody diffrent as usual i see the real u..gives me a warm feeling like im with u...i close my eyes and try feel u ..but then i whant feel u real and i just hurt myself if i go deep so i need stopbecause if not i need u....i feel ure lips so soft and sweet like a flower petal ....i feel ure hand thru my hair ...i think is not fair...i feel ure arms over me but i dont whant be free ..i open my eyes and turn back and see a mirror and ure still behind me ...