SOMETHING!!

SOMETHING??

IT'S SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WANNED BUT WHERE'S THAT SOMETHING?WHAT IS IT!! STRANGE I FELL SO EMPTY SOMETIMES AND DON'T KNOW WHY..

BUT SOMETHIMES I KNOW WHY AND THEN I FEEL LIKE A LITTLE GIRL..HAHHA...REALLY I HAVE THAT FEELING IN MY STOMACH LIKE I WOULD BE INLOVE OR LIKE I WOULD TALK FOR THE FIRST TIME WITH SOMEBODY....STRANGE..RARE...

BUT THAT THING MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND SPECIAL..IT MAKES ME HAPPY EVEN WHEN I DREAM ABOUT IT...I SEE SOMETHING SPECIAL..SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WAIT FOR AND I SAY WHAT I DO?...I LET EVERYTHING BEHIND ME AND GO TO THE NEXT STEP...I FORGET EVERYTHING?? IS IT GOOD?

BUT THEN I SEE THE PRESENT AND I THINK YES I DO THIS I CAN GO THRU..BUT IS IT GOOD CAN HE SEE WHAT I SEE?FEEL? MAYBE?

I WANT TO BE HAPPY ...FEEL LIKE IN PARADISE  .....

BUT I NEED TO DO IT BECAUSE IF NOT MAYBE I WILL LOOSE A SPECIAL THING FROM THIS WORLD!!! THAT SPECIAL THING .....