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WAITING THERE FOR THE MOMENT TO FINALLY SEE U ..EMOTION AND VIBRATION I FEEL IN MY BODY ....FORGOT MY NAME?...OHH...FUCK WHAT HAVE I...HAHHA..IM CRAZY...WAITING AND WAITING TIMES PASSING FASTER...AND U DON'T COME....CURIOUS, DESESPERADE..AFFRAID....WHEN I FINALLY SEE U MY BODY STOPS THE VIBES...I LOOK IN TO URE EYES AND SEE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYES IN MY ALL LIFE...URE MUCH NEAR TO ME...I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..BUT THEN I FEEL SOMETHING SO SMOOTH AND SWEET AND WHEN I OPEN MY EYES ITS URE LIPS.....I DO WANT MORE BUT I PANIK AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY......AFTRE A WILE U KISS ME AGIN AND U SAY IM BEAUTIFUL BUT I COULDNT BELIEVE HOW BEAUTIFUL U ARE WITH URE SPECIAL EYES THAT MAKES ME FLY TO ANOTHER DIMENSION....AND AGAIN...SO SWEET...URE KISSIS ARE SO SPECIAL THAT NOW I THINK THAT A KISS TELLS ME ALOT ABOUT U.....FLYING TO A LONG DAY THAT I ALWAYS WISHED BUT WITH OTHER EYES ...WHEN U TOUCH ME WHEN U KISS ME I FEEL SO SPECIAL....NOBODY IS PERFECT BUT U ARE AND MORE THEN PERFECT....AND I DESIRE...DESIRE U SO MUCH AND I FINALLY FEEL U SO DEEP BUT I CANNOT SHOW U SO I SEE IN URE EYES URE NOT SHURE ABOUT WHAT I FEEL..BUT MY FEELINGS ARE SO DEEP THAT I COULDNT SPEAK.....I JUST WANT TO PASS MY TIME WITH U AND FINNALY FEEL SOMETHING SPECIAL...AND BEFORE I NEVER TOUGHT THAT EXISTS THIS FEELING AND IM AFFRAID SO I JUST WANT TO STOP IT BUT HOW? THE ONLY THING IN MY HAD WAS...WHY DID U DO THIS TO BE HURT AGAIN?...BUT ONE TIME IN MY LIFE I FEEL GOOD AND I'M AFFRAID WHY? ....WHEN TOUCHED ME AND KISSED ME ALL OVER MY BODY I FEEL SOMETHING STRANGE SO DONT STOP I TOUGHT....AND THEN I WAS THERE....THERE ..FINALLY IN HEAVEN...EVEN I KNOW U DONT BELIEVE ME...BUT ITS TRUE..AND  AFTER I SEE IN TO URE EYES BUT I NEED TO CRY AND I ASK WHY? BECAUSE IM AFFRAID TO LOOSE? YES I THINK YES...IM AFFRAID THAT WAS JUST A DREAM AND NEVER WAS THERE.....BUT ITS TRUE...HMMMM  THEN I SLEEP THERE WITH U AND I CRY AND I FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF ......BUT THEN I SAY BUT U FINALLY HAPPY ISNT IT WHAT U DREAMED? ONE WORD .....WHAT DO I FEEL?? WHAT HAPPENDS TO ME?